douche head - a person that is a total moron
yep. that's me today.

went to laurent bernard again.
this time for pleasure and cheesecake. YUMMS.
i cant seem to hold back my tears when i'm with him.
could feel them welling up each time he stares at me.
he knows. he knew.
i'm so petrified each time he looks straight into my eyes.
he clearly knows.
a slight tinge of disappointment (in his words)
or whatever that is going through my mind
is imprinted in his thoughts too.
telepathy? or just a clear understanding of one another?

how can anyone not love a guy like C.
one that understands you.
makes compromises just to please you.
do everything in world to make you happy.
he doesnt sweet talk,
doesnt pull off fancy stuns to delight people,
but yet he is still able to capture my heart.
because he is sincere in his approach,
he is what he is.
no cover ups, no extravagant packaging.
he is the person i see, i feel, i smell, i love.
if only, he sees how beautiful he is in my eyes.
perfect is an understatement.

/too perfect. too true. too beautiful for the naked eye. ILU.